I am feeling so overwhelmed and overburdened at the moment it feels like I’m going to explode. And then one more thing will happen and I want to curl up under my blankets and never move and I can’t and it’s becoming so ridiculously hard to just keep going.
And it’s so hard to convince myself do anything at all. When people send me messages on msn, it makes me crazy. When I get another email, or another comment or even when I’m hungry and need to get up and make dinner. Or just GET dinner after nigel has made it, I can’t do it. It add to the stress in such an unproportional way that I can’t even describe it properly here.
I just need everything to stop for awhile.